The past couple of months really took a toll on me, through the break ups, the make ups and the getting everything and shuting ups. I needed time. don’t ask what for, I guess you can say to regain myself…. by which it took me until recently to gain back, although not fully or entirely but some… either way, things have definitely changed. Some for the better, others for worse. But i did come to a realization as to what mattered most to me besides my future.